DAY 48
Weekly total goal - 2.5
Total lost this week- 2.5
Total lost - 25
I got my first "notices" that I was losing weight. I saw a picture though and thought I still looked ginormous. I am such a huge negative talker to myself when I am losing weight. I am not sure how this all started but I often call myself a fat-ass. Somehow it sounds kinder in my head than it does when I say it outloud.
Effects of working out:
1. I am more tired which causes me to lose patience with my family. I become much more irritated when I have to make sweet snacks for boys in the house or when I feel like I have to prepare the food AND clean it up...these things don't usually bother me.
2. I am catching up on some recorded tv because I am using the home gym more often.
3. Some hilarity while RIck tries to use the workout ball...let's just say when he fell of the ball I almost fell of the treadmill.
4. I lose time to do other things I like to do...read, sew, scrapbook, play with my kids, etc...
5. The Biggest Loser (which I love) actually makes me feel bad about myself because I weigh in Tuesday mornings and they weigh in on Tuesday nights...they lose 5-15 pounds and I am supposed to be excited about 2.5 UGHHH...maybe this is when the negative self-talk came into play.
6. I love having supportive girlfriends who are more excited about 2.5 than I am.
7. Rick is very understanding of me being away from home for very little (because he loves spending time with me, not because he is controling), but for working out he is super supportive.
8. Owen and Austin are really excited about working out, but Austin always looks like he going to fly off the treadmill, it is not good for my nerves, so he isn't allowed to do it!
9. Water Aerobics is a huge waste of time and I feel like the hippo in Madagascar 2 "Girl you huuuge" I always think of us splashing around like big fat-ass hippos. I am swearing it off for good!
10. I sleep better after I work out.
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