Ok...last year I lost about 58 pounds...I have gained the majority of the weight back! Depressing, I almost cried myself to sleep last night. Not that it was a surprise since none of my clothes fit anymore! So...Rick and I both talked and we have a new challenge! For every 10 pounds I get $10 and when I get under 200 pounds I get a $200 bonus...If it happens before our trip to California, another $100.
I can blame it on kids, on stress, on financial stress, on business, life craziness...but it is up to me and I want to be healthy for me and my family. It is so hard! Some of you understand and some of you don't, but it is really hard and that is all I can say about it. I have trust issues with food because I contantly feel criticized and need affirmation for what I do...when I am not feeling validated or insecure, I turn to food. Blah Blah Blah!!!!
Today's official weigh-in: 250.5
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